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Anyway I need to get to work for a bit

Before I can release the giant Tadashi AU mess within me hhhhffff :F

Gonna work on the commissions again for at least an hour or two. Maybe finish one (hopefully).

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It's Giant Tadashi/AU time 8F

While I still have any time for the night hurry!

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So I'm just... really wanting to try doing more BH6 AU stuff rn...

So I guess that’s what I’m gonna do. Still playing around with some idea and stuff so I’ll just be all over. But I might end up doing other stuff too? Yeah.

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So if you guys wanted any I guess now would be the time. I'll only take on a few to try and keep it organized and doable.

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Working on commission again

I have 2 left to do but I’ll be working on just one in stream. I might also take another if anyone is interested, you can ask in the stream or send a message!

Come on by 

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Boop dee doop stream.

I might try some big pic of some kind but I don’t know what that will be. Probably Paperman stuff. I wanted to still try some Paperman storyboards too tho so…

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I'm gonna stream!

Have some Paperman Project storyboards in mind I want to try. Started it a bit on paper but wanna do it on the computer.

Maybe other stuff will come up too though.

Come on by~

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I guess I'll stream to help pass the time.

I’m running on only fluids today so bear with me. Eventually in a few hours have to go on the lax so I will be confined to the bathroom then… (I have a colonoscopy for tomorrow and am doing a prep)

I have some time now and haven’t drawn in a while tho so…

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Boop. Come on by!

Anyway, I was gonna stream...

And I’ll continue to avoid my responsibilities and draw whatever.

I might do Paperman stuff? Maybe Tangled 2? But also good chance of Monster Jughead junk. Yeah.

Come on by.

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I'm gonna try streaming for a bit...

I feel sort of off but then don’t I always? If I get worse I’ll just stop though, just so you know. I wanna just try doing something for once…

I might try Paperman Project storyboards or something like that. Maybe even Tangled 2 stuff. Or whatever. 

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Ok I'll stream for about an hour or so.

Tangled 2 stuff on the mind so I might just do that.

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Trying a stream again

I’m gonna attempt storyboards again or Paperman.

Let’s see how this goes.

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I am doing quite awful, physically and mentally.

I started the antibiotics for the h. pylori infection and after just the first dose I had a violent reaction on and off and it only got worse with the second day to the point where I thought my heart was going to just stop and I would die. I tried calling my doctor but they keep not getting back to me and I stopped taking the meds on my own.

It's been about 2 days since I stopped and still feeling lingering side effects... I worry about the increased heart rate and shaking most. Nausea was one of the common symptoms either way and that's been pretty bad as well, but I don't think my heart could take it.

Christmas went by like nothing b/c of it all and I laid in bed for most of it. It's like it didn't even happen even tho it ended up being my first white Christmas... I'm so bummed.

I just.. I'm really not doing well....

Sort of health update...

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 21, 2014, 8:23 AM


Haven't been doing so well. I'll spare some details (unless you want to read all of it here on my blog), but in short have been bleeding from places I should not and other issues and there's a good chance it may be something serious (hoping not cancer but... yeah just hoping not.) I'm gonna be going into the ER for the second time being here in CO already I guess... I went in last week for something similar and it hasn't gotten much better and had other symptoms so, well...

I mentioned before having stomach issues for a long time and at least found out recently that there are some h. pylori bacteria present and that could be what's causing some of the issues. I at least got some antibiotics I should be starting soon for 2 weeks for that.

As for the other stuff, not sure if it's all connected but... hoping to get some answers soon.

Prayers and good thoughts appreciated.

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Journal Entry: Sun Dec 21, 2014, 2:10 AM


I have no idea what else to do with myself at this point so I guess I'll be streaming again...

Hopefully just.. do something I dunno. Keep my mind at ease a bit more for the time being. UnU

I might try those Paperman storyboards this time or might not I dunno.

Come on by

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Journal Entry: Wed Dec 10, 2014, 12:39 PM


I'm gonna stream again

Going where ever the wind takes me I guess.

Come on by.

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Journal Entry: Thu Dec 4, 2014, 1:12 PM


Ok gonna work on the commissions again

Can stop on by. Hopefully I can finish at least one of them today. Maybe I’ll draw some other stuff eventually I dunno.

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Commissions again!

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 29, 2014, 1:12 AM


I made some newer commission prices recently and I still need to update a full list with samples and all that for it but yeah, I would like to try them out.

Anyone willing to have one right now?

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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 24, 2014, 12:15 AM


Well... I went back to my old computer for the night to stream.

So back to my old stuff. Just not in the mood dealing with the other new stuff rn… Hopefully things go well.

I have no idea what I’ll draw tonight, but I wanna try to relieve some stress at least.

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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 22, 2014, 10:41 PM


Ok! Gonna try another stream again!

Zuka finally got something to fix the shitty wi-fi so hopefully it holds up a lot better than last time geez. So far it’s been pretty good tho.

Also I have this other photoshop I need to get used to here. New tablet too. Everything is new.

I’m gonna be drawing trash like normal tho. Come on by! but really I might draw Tadashi and stuff and he’s not trash, that’s new too.

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