Luckily the friend I was having a sleepover with the past couple of days was generous enough to lend me her spare older tablet for a while until I get my other tablet business worked out.

So at least I can get back to work on that children's book stuff... hhhh...

Been so many bumps along the way and when we finally have something fixed that I can work with for the story I run into all these technical difficulties. hhgajksdfs ugh

Anyway, thank you to all of you that offered me one though~

The gestures were GREATLY appreciated and I don't want any of you to think they weren't. <3

OK. So. I am currently tablet-less. This new monoprice thing is not working to literally save my life. I'm in deep trouble here. I want this thing to work and heard it's great but if yoU CAN ACTUALLY GET IT TO WORK!!!!

WOW.

We have literally tried EVERYTHING and still nothing. Even my friend's bf, who's a computer whiz couldn't f*cking figure it out. This is a problem.

I'm not sure if it's my laptop or the tablet. but. omfg. I literally have the WORST luck with technology/tablets I swear to God.

But seriously I'm screwed here because I need to be finishing a children's book by the end of this month and need to have shit done and I'm getting paid for this and on a deadline and contract and omg help.

ANYONE HAVE A TABLET THEY DON'T NEED THAT I CAN USE PLEASE SEND ME OR SOMETHING OH GOD ASAP.

;A;

These aren't going to be saved on my livestream channel but drawing live helps me keep my focus on drawing instead of doing other things online.

I got the job by my mom hooking me up with a lady she knew. Just saying that so people don't ask. I don't really feel like answering a bunch of stuff but you can just watch me draw if you're curious to see what's up and stuff.

I might end up drawing my own stuff for a bit too or something.

Another thing that I haven't mentioned it that I'm working on my own original story with a friend that I plan on getting up online as graphic novel this year. It's going to be called "Isolated System" and the main characters are Jeremy, Nira, and Lankston. It's based off of my Portal AU with NB. lol Just went and made them all original so I can actually do stuff with them. :V pff


*EDIT: Not currently streaming anymore, but I'll leave this journal up anyway for my update thing.

Just kind of happened I suppose.

Gonna be a series of 20 books I think. Gonna be pretty busy with that.

Hopefully everything works out and stuff...

I am most definitely getting paid for this btw. haha. ha. yes good.

_{Also thanks to person who gave me a new subby~ UvU}

So yeah, just a brief update on things.

Wish me luck~

Welp.

:C

I gave him that portrait in watercolor I did of him. He liked it a lot. I flew into the sun. Then I died. The end.

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(This picture btw: [link]

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Gonna work on my Stephem Merchant comic I doodled quite some time ago...

Because I'm going to see him live tomorrow and am hoping I can give it to him in LA. :I

Yep.

Come and join the party or just listen to some awesome music~

For a bit longer I think...

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The button for it is on my tumblr now btw...

*crawls back in hole*

Thank you everyone who made that possible... ;_____;

Like... you're all so nice to me, I feel I don't ever deserve it...

.. This sucks...

Guys.. I just.. there are just so many drawings.. and I just never freakin' post any of them... :I

I feel like everyone would get confused though and I'd have to just freakin' explain everything…

Plus it doesn't really help that I actually have TWO different AUs with a Giant!Wheatley… XD I just happened that way… there was only really one intended where he's actually a dick most of the time b/c the reason he was giant was because he was hooked up to the chassis and went evil. I'm just going to go with calling this one the Nanobot Giant!Wheatley. He's also constructed of nanobots, which pose as cells and are actually able to performmitosis and duplicate themselves, which leads to him actually having the ability change size willy nilly or just when he's angry of emotionally stressed or whatever. (some serious science sh*t going on there guys. srsly.) He's just… angry a lot in this story… He's just a wreck and doesn't have any idea what he's doing ever. So that one is pretty much just a different pathway of Portal 2…

And then the other one is the AU with King Kong Giant!Wheatley… which was a total accident honestly and is just just barely reminiscent of the game really. pff We were just joking around in the livestream about it and I started drawing it and then it serious'd the f**k up shockingly fast and before we knew it we were all sobbing over it and continued it on even more. That's the one where Wheatley is just a precious baby and momma's boy and is probably the only story where he actually DOESN'T deserve the sh*t he gets put through, and believe me, he goes through a lot.

But yeah… that's a basic summary… hardly… I dunno, I don't really want to give too much away.. but then the pictures do anyway… :V ffuuuu

So yeah... Basically tomorrow evening I might be having a chance to have a one and one phone conversation with Stephen Merchant.
...

It probably won't even get to be that long but, uh...

I'm freaking out.

I am freaking out VERY badly.



I didn't really want to say anything on here in fear of what people might think of me or think that I am getting my hopes up, but I am just too excite. Srsly.

What do I do? OMG WHAT DO I DO?!?! S;DKJGAIUAHDIOFAJGS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *SCREECHING*



I'm so excited though. omg. hnnggg! *frothing*


I'll just be freaking out the whole time while trying to stay calm and actually use intelligent words.

I actually wonder though if it actually will end up being some kind of job thing almost! :V I'd totally offer up my art skills if he ever needs them.

I also forgot to mention that someone will be giving him a portrait (this one: [link] ) I did of him first with my name and e-mail address on it and then will hand over her phone to him to call me. :V I would love to work with him, yet I'd be so intimidated! aahh!!

If all else fails though honestly... and he doesn't call...

He will still have my e-mail address, my name, and a pretty portrait of himself saying that he's amazing.

And even if that doesn't get to happen either...

I will have a friend that got to see him live tell me their first-hand experience. And there is nothing wrong with that. And there will be one more smerchette in this world made happy.

No matter what I can't lose.

I'd say tomorrow will be a very special day.

F*** yeah.

... when I don't even invite anyone...

Sometimes I like it.

Sometimes I don't...

Lately, I haven't really appreciated it that much though... b/c I'm usually plotting out story stuff and whatnot with certain people and it gets thrown off all of a sudden.

Just had to get that out somewhere... hurm

I sound like a b*tch for saying that, but I'm just being honest.

I went and made a different and more private stream but still.

How do people even end up in my stream when I don't make an open invitation?... :V Like... are they all just... waiting?... lol

Although I might actually be coming close to a closing... I dunno...

I'm animating something.

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I made that.

Here's my livestream if you want to join:

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