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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 21, 2014, 11:00 PM

I dunno if you guys know, but I've sort of recently purchased a new laptop finally b/c my old one is kind of dying out and so my funds are a bit low.

Also I moved back to Colorado again with my partner, Zuka, temporarily until I can get a place closer to the studios in Burbank back in So Cal (finally got away from my emotionally/mentally abusive home again). I've packed a bunch of my stuff at home and left it there for now. I have a good chance getting in with DreamWorks first by the next year since I've been in touch with them and will hopefully move officially around that time. So things have been a bit stressful lately and I'm just trying to figure things out.

I've been working on reinstalling/updating everything again on my newer laptop and finally just got Photoshop on it so once I get the other stuff back on it and organized I'm hoping to start commissions up again! Hopefully this can all happen within the next couple of days or even sooner.

Hoping for the best here; good thoughts sent our way are welcomed.

livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 4, 2014, 1:53 PM

I'm just gonna stream instead I guess...

I’m gonna be drawing whatever to help ease my mind a bit I guess.. For as long as I can before I have to get back on work stuff *sigh*

Come on by…

livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2014, 1:06 AM

I'm streaming anyway.

For an hour or so. Not too long… feel kind of out of it but I still want to stream I guess.

Probably doing whatever but will probably try to work on that Paperman Project storyboard again more.…

Halloween livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 31, 2014, 10:14 AM

Looks like a Halloween stream is at our doors


I actually will try to work on a Paperman storyboard for a bit but I will most likely quickly derail into drawing all our characters in costumes, Mystery Skulls: Ghost stuff, Monster Jughead, or just spoopy business in general!



livestream (ONLINE!)

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 30, 2014, 10:29 AM

I'm gonna work on a Paperman storyboard again

For about an hour or so (or until my sister gets up cuz I have some work I need to do in the house today…)

Come on by :F (watch me draw Lewis again on the side or something...)…

livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 27, 2014, 3:18 AM

I suppose I'll stream then

Been doing some more technical/concept work on the Paperman Project lately I guess (and Tangled 2 now and then on the side I suppose doop).

I’ll either be doing character outfits, background layouts, key frames, or storyboards. Sort of feeling daring…

Come on by…

livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2014, 2:13 AM

It's time for some BH6 drawings from the Bonka! 8V


I wanna try drawing them all but who knows how much I’ll get. You can probably count on some Baymax/Honey Lemon junk tho fffff

Come on by!…

livestream (ONLINE!)

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 11:57 PM

After a shitty day I think I'll try free drawing...

I actually have in mind to do some Paperman storyboards btw. I just want to do something scribbly in general though… I’m pretty blah.

Let’s see where the night takes us.…

Wow I hate the DA updates...

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 17, 2014, 7:09 PM

I was kind of whatever about the stuff on top cuz it was mildly inconveniencing but my main profile page being changed is a no-go. It's ugly as sin and I don't feel comfortable about all my posts being right there. It's redundant and stupid.

Also it makes everything long and just ugh... why.

commission livestream (online!)

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 16, 2014, 10:26 PM

K I'm back to streaming for this other commission

2 OCs with some height difference heh… Maybe I’ll draw my own stuff at the end but that’s if I have the energy to.

Come on by.…

livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 8, 2014, 11:47 AM

I'm gonna try drawing! :O

 I don’t necessarily have a plan of action here tbh. So we’ll see where the flow takes us I guess. Probably things to come up are Paperman, Jeremy, or Monster Jughead stuff tho. Maybe even Tangled 2. Those have just been on the mind lately, but it can be anything.

Also been craving giants so… one of those things either way haha…

Let’s go~…

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 5, 2014, 10:07 AM

Aww I deleted my Oct 1st journal post on accident... :(

Livestream (offline)

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 24, 2014, 4:30 PM

Let's stream! :V

I think I’m gonna try some Tangled 2 stuff hhhhhh (but from there I’ll probably go on all kind of tangents who knows where the day will take us)

Let’s go.…

Anybody know a storyboard revisionist?

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 16, 2014, 9:49 AM

Yo has anyone ever been a storyboard revisionist before or know someone who has???

I might need some help a bit as far as directions tend to go and making sure I do things right. :(

Forward anyone who has my way please!

Livestreaming (offline)

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 29, 2014, 12:51 PM

I haven't been able to stream in a long, good while.

So let’s go.…

I think I’m gonna be mainly drawing monster Jughead related stuff from the fic we’re building up with it haha… But if there’s any newbies, Paperman always comes up lol

Oh yeah so back from Dreamworks

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 27, 2014, 7:27 PM

The lady was super nice and really happy to meet me.

She wants me to be a storyboard revisionist as a starting job and says I’ve got some time to work around things if I want to start sooner or later… And to e-mail her with questions and stuff still and all but…

Yeah, I got the job p much.

Going to Dreamworks tomorrow

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 26, 2014, 5:41 PM

WELP! I guess I'm officially going over to Dreamworks Studios tomorrow for a job interview with the story recruiter?? This all happened so fast. Was a lot of waiting on people getting back to me and then boom.

I really hope things go well... I worry about commuting and a lot of things but. They like my stuff at least and wanted to meet me right away so that's good!

(If you wanna know the full story tho you can check my tag on it on tumblr... it was an ongoing thing for about a month and then I found this out all at once just today… Just a warning for language and other um... things).

And in other news... I'm gonna be going in for a CT scan on Thursday and then seeing a endocrinologist on Friday... So got a lot of appointments all in a row suddenly.

I've been having some illness issues for a long time now as some of you may know, and we might finally be getting somewhere with it hopefully (tho it might be something I might not want to have, at least KNOWING what's wrong with me would be good). My doctor has been juggling me around for a while now not finding answers and I finally am trying to set things forth, especially when he's saying now that I may have a benign tumor on my pancreas (that's a maybe, but still kind of urgent to take care of).

Prayers and good thoughts needed for both things.

Livestreaming (offline)

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 7, 2014, 6:42 PM

While I have time to myself, I'm gonna stream :F

Draw while I can weh. I’ll be drawing whatever again. I’ll probably jump all over the place but Paperman and Jughead are both very likely things to come up. And maybe other original things……

Desperate times calls for desperate measures...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2014, 12:20 AM

Alright so...

I’m not being kicked out exactly, but I definitely cannot continue to stay here with my mom much longer. I’ve been wanting to go about it all the smartest way I can and not jump the gun with moving out, but I’ve been putting up with this garbage with my family (mostly my mom) for too long and I physically, mentally, and emotionally cannot stand it anymore.

I have to stay in Southern California to still have my doctors and dentist appointments I still need to do this summer before heading back to Colorado to be with Zuka again (I left suddenly before last Christmas Eve b/c of this same problem and stayed there in Colorado with Zuka and her folks for 5 months but I had been sick and was getting worse and had to go back home to my primary doctor, but also still needed my stuff to fully move out. I can’t just leave on a whim again this time like that).

I’m still trying to figure things out and I’m so stressed and anxious for the future and I don’t know what to do but I don’t want to have to be tied down to my mom anymore. I don’t want her to have that advantage over me anymore even though I can’t fully support myself yet. I need to be settled in before I can get an actual steady income somewhere. I’ve been doing freelance and commissions (which I’m still trying to keep up but being around my family like this makes it hard to get any work done at all, plus I need to be packing). I just can’t keep up with this anymore and I’ve been doing all I can on my own to try and keep my head over water but I feel like I’m drowning and I’m finally calling out for help.

I currently don’t have a car or even a permit or know how to drive (and don’t know if I physically can because of my how my OCD causes bad twitching)…. I feel pretty helpless in everything and I just… I don’t know what else to say or do at this point honestly…

I hope to get away from here and reuinted with Zuka as soon as possible so we can continue working on our stories and projects but also just be happy again in general… And Zuka says that she’ll help with the money but her own family has issues to take care of too… In the meantime may need to stay somewhere else aside from home before I can do that. Jumping to another state is a big move and I may not be able to do that right away but I can’t really stay here either. It’s a really difficult situation.

I’ve been trying to save with my commissions previously so that I can move out, but it’s been a very slow process and it hasn’t been enough. All the money has been going to my savings.

My goal was to reach $4,000 at the very least (and I was a few hundreds away so far) to have at least some support moving out if need be for a few months, but any more would be greatly appreciated. There’s just so many finances and crap that can come up you never know what a secure set amount is…

Any help at all would be greatly appreciated, guys.

I’m raising a flag up for help but I’m not giving up yet.

You can donate on my main blog here.

Livestreaming whatever (offline)

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2014, 5:21 PM

I haven't really drawn for myself in a while so I guess I'll try streaming

I dunno where it’ll go honestly… a few things have come to mind. We’ll see where it goes I guess.

Come on by!…